The girl with the big heart

HELLO, MY NAME IS ASHLEY DEGROAT. I AM KNOWN AS THE GIRL WITH THE BIG HEART. I CARE MORE FOR OTHERS THAN I DO FOR MYSELF. I SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION, I'VE HAD IT FOR 18 YEARS NOW. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK, FROM EMOTIONAL ABUSE TO PHYSICAL ABUSE. I'VE TRIED MANY THINGS TO HELP ME THROUGH MY PAST AND SONGWRITING WAS MY WAY OUT. IF YOU EVER NEED ANYONE TO TALK TOO, I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO LISTEN AND TO HELP. I KNOW PAIN, AND I KNOW SORROW, AND I WILL NOT BE HAPPY UNLESS I HELP OTHERS. Never give up, you are never alone and I am living proof.
I look so different without makeup…
Awwww yeah! Homemade turkey burgers!
She uh took over my bed so now I don’t know where to sleep…
"But now I have finally seen the end, and I’m not expecting you to care, but I have finally seen the light, and I have finally realized, I need to love…"
Madness-Muse
Even though today hasn’t been the best for me, I still smile because it could be worse! Plus I get to FaceTime with @tokiovixen23 later on so it’s a good! #smile
#picstitch I love this lip gloss/lip stick. It’s worn out but it’s still amazing! I use it everyday!
Smile, it’s Friday!
“And with a deep breath, she finally understood there was a place for her….his heart.”
“We seem okay with violence, but nudity we race to criticize and censor” #nudity #natural #body #beauty
Major boredom mannnn
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posted on May 19, 2013
"But now I have finally seen the end, and I’m not expecting you to care, but I have finally seen the light, and I have finally realized, I need to love…"
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I look so different without makeup…

I look so different without makeup…

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Awwww yeah! Homemade turkey burgers!

Awwww yeah! Homemade turkey burgers!

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She uh took over my bed so now I don’t know where to sleep…

She uh took over my bed so now I don’t know where to sleep…

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But now I have finally seen the end, and I’m not expecting you to care, but I have finally seen the light, and I have finally realized, I need to love…
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6 days ago
Even though today hasn’t been the best for me, I still smile because it could be worse! Plus I get to FaceTime with @tokiovixen23 later on so it’s a good! #smile

Even though today hasn’t been the best for me, I still smile because it could be worse! Plus I get to FaceTime with @tokiovixen23 later on so it’s a good! #smile

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#picstitch I love this lip gloss/lip stick. It’s worn out but it’s still amazing! I use it everyday!

#picstitch I love this lip gloss/lip stick. It’s worn out but it’s still amazing! I use it everyday!

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1 week ago
Smile, it’s Friday!

Smile, it’s Friday!

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1 week ago
“And with a deep breath, she finally understood there was a place for her….his heart.”

“And with a deep breath, she finally understood there was a place for her….his heart.”

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1 week ago
“We seem okay with violence, but nudity we race to criticize and censor” #nudity #natural #body #beauty

“We seem okay with violence, but nudity we race to criticize and censor” #nudity #natural #body #beauty

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Major boredom mannnn

Major boredom mannnn

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